I don't think I can do this and I am only a freshman. Maybe my priorities aren't right, maybe I'm not studying enough, maybe I have other shit on my mind, but it's fucking hard. I have always been a terrible test taker, but now with all these classes with only 3 big tests as your final grade is screwing me over. This shit don't make no sense. I failed all my test, well in my mind I've failed. I have all these goals but I won't reach them if I keep failing like this. I can't blame anyone but myself, and I promise from this point on I am going to put in work. Social life or no social life, my ass is staying inside my dorm and studying till I can't study anymore. I can't fail myself.